People

Have any of you been sick of the front that we all put up everyday?. To a certain extent, everyone has to put up a facade, and not let his raw emotions play across his expressions, his actions. We put on one face of us when we are with our families, when we are in school, when we are out with our friends. Even among friends, good friends and best friends for the matter, you could and never would unleash ur inner self. Its sickening. Yet its for the collective good, and presumably your own good. Imagine, if i toldeveryone around me how i truely feel, i'll probably get murdered or something the next day ( not that i have any anamiousity [ bro koped my dictionery, cant check, pardon the spelling ] ). I wish i could, but know i cannot. Would anyone be willing to drop all pretences and live their lives truely and as expressively as they deem it? Tired of all this.

Being random

A Performance

A musician will enjoy playing, and feel that all he has practiced is worthwhile, if there is just one audience who appreciates his music, his effort. Similarly, a sportsperson will continue his efforts and try his very best, if there is one spectator who awknowledges his efforts. It may sound idealistic, but its not. I know, for i was/am both of them. When the time comes, and either is obstructed from indulging in their crafts via pure dumb luck, or something not of their doing, it will be a real sad day.

I'll quit soccer if i am not selected for the next 2 games ( if we get into teh finals ) or if i am like only given the last 10 mins to play. Yea putting it here so.. i cannot run away from it. Good luck to haikal lol. Btw the new predators rocks, its damn damn solid.

and lastly, screw him. If u wanna see me living up to expectations, then bloody hell come earlier next time. was enjoying till you came along.

Dont worry u guys, i am NOT emo :D

Life so far

OK, looong haitus, if any of u have been following this blog, i apologize haha for the long delay in posts. Was really busy with tests and matches and school stuff to blog, and yea too lazy :P.

For my dear classmates, bear with me. This week was crazy, had SPA, 4 tests ( of which i think i am failing 3 ), and 3 football matches. SERIOUSLY DRAINING. For the tests, i only read abit for econs, didnt do anything for the rest, and no it isnt something to boast about. Got back physics today, miraculously passed it, many thanks to hazel for letting me copy during the class test, i think i passed cos i remembered those stuff that i copied, no bad huh. Whoever said that in copying you will nvr learn clearly hasnt seen the finer side of this art form ( u need skill to copy ). I aint gonna start studying yet, its just not the time. The time will come, but not yet. Although my results may seem scary, dont worry i got it under control, for those that are concerned bout me ( if any ).

Dedicatiing a paragraph to those who complain about JC life, no one in particular. Do not complain, savour every moment of it. The good, the bad, for these times may not be with you for much longer. Failing a test is an experience, scoring As is also one, live through the process, dont drag your feet through it, whats the point. You got to enjoy the studying process, the playing process, this moments all give value to your life. A sheer slacker or a pure mugger would only ingest a bare minimal part of the JC process. Very soon, for the guys, you all will be in the army, and the girls, university. Would you all still have the time and effort at your disposal to live life with the minimal of responsibilities, to live life with relative carefree abandon. think about it.

and as a last point to add, my soccer form is like sliding ever increasingly, haiz. Anyone got a remedy?.