Pugnacity

So how many of you thought my last post was emo? It isnt!!! Its just some thoughts thats all. Things that have been rambling around in that head of mine. Thought i'd share it with you all.

A levels is in 2 days, well thats the 'in' topic now isn't it? To be talking about exams in studies. I cant deny its importance but really if you think carefully about it, is it going to make or break your life? I choose to believe it doesnt ( and it honestly doesnt! ). I am not saying this just becasue my hopes of straight As looks abit more than impossibly far fetch now although i probably did more studying now more than any time i did in my whole short 18 years. ( Funny how just awhile ago i was using 17 years ). There isnt any point in panicking really, each of us were given choices to choose. We made our decisions and whatever consequence that accompanies it. I chose to enjoy the present, but who is to say that i wont be able to enjoy the future as well? You live for the moment, in the moment, now. Not for the hopes of 30 40 years down the road. Enjoy stoning, running, the people you have. Haha, i doubt my parents are that carefree though.

New predator colourways are available during the holiday season. Prodirectsoccer is taking bookings from tomorrow, anticipating it, not that my current pairs need replacing haha, at 300 bucks a pop. Nike also better come up with some form of silver mercurial vapors soon. Holding out for these ( if there is ) to replace my street soccer shoes with. Cant hold out any longer, the hole at the sole is getting scarily big and there is almost zero friction when it rains.

Random: I love strings, the sound of it all. The tension that can only come from a string being stretched. That rich emotive tone. It has that very penetrating sound that reaches to your bones. Violins especially. Next time any one of you listen to an orchestrarial piece ( or band ). Try picking out the double bass, they have that wonderful pompus sound, exquisite. Go listen to superman soundtrack if you want to hear the tension present in them. Specoal thanks to ykm for sending me that symphony gundam long time ago. The eighth chapter is fantastically rich with strings.

Real madrid just lost to a Segunda B2 side in the king's cup. Wth, lucky there is a return leg. Imagine arsenal losing to leeds united ( ahah! ) and you get the idea. ( dont worry, wait a couple more years and they will )

Its comical, 2 days ( as joyously mentioned by cheryl ) to A levels and i still dont own a pencil case lol.